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s3Rah
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Gender: Female
Interests: Being with Neph, Training (to an extent), Bugging the crap out of Raijin, Talking to Nao (and "secret"), Bugging the crap out of Tyler, bugging the crap out of Drake, bugging the crap out of Gau, and Hymn, and Hitsu... other stuff....
Expertise: I'm a priestess... uh... what else? Not anything really.
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Member Since:
3/25/2003
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| Perhaps I should update this xanga more frequently. Maybe it's because I have something to write about this time. Well, that's not a good excuse...
The first impact of the war began today. We lost a lot of soldiers. Of those soldiers, Gau was injured very very badly. I feel very guilty about it too. Something told me to stay at the front end of the battle, but like an idiot, I ran out to the edge and got myself caught. I wish I weren't so stupid and helpless that I get caught off-guard like that. If I wasn't caught, Gau wouldn't have had to help me out, and he would have been fine. What kind of faliure student am I? It must be greatly displeasing to smell death so closely because of your own idiotic student.
Nephylys got attacked as well. It pains me to see her cry like that. I hate those elders dearly... | | |
| Yesterday the Elders have spread out into the Prototype world again. They're looking for any activity that may bring an uprise against their scheduled attack. Naturally, Neph is in danger with them around. I saw how it kinda pained Hikarus a bit to have to go and fetch and hide her. It seemed to me that he felt it was unfair to Neph, and he knew Neph didn't want to either. Hopefully, today will be better.
When she left, Njumah took her place because Elders kinda ignore whatever area other Elders are in. Njumah was annoyed. I told him to send his brother out if he wanted to complain some more. So he did, and after a while I wanted to check up on Neph, so I copied myself and left.
....My clone fell in love with Zha... Zhha.... ZJA... -_- you get it though, right? What in the hell possesed my clone to do that!? o_O Clones only take action upon the creator's emotion and judgement. Their only flaw is they will not hold back like normal people can do. For instance, if Njumah REALLY pissed me off, but I didn't want to yell at him because I didn't want to get in a fight with him, and I clone myself, my clone will bitch Njumah out... that's why y ou're supposed to use clones carefully.
...But what's the deal with my clone? ~_~
Enough about that. Blayz got taken away by the council because he is an "illegal" being. Blayz wasn't supposed to be born yet(he was dead+_, and since he is alive, it's throwing the balance out of whack. They've taken him away until we produce to them Blayz's form | | |
| a lot has happened, but where to start writing down, ne?
Njumah failed the crossing over test.
...Yokata... | | |
| It's been quite some time since I updated. Well.. Gau has called me back into training. Apparently my off time is now up. Heeeh.... Yun is rebuilding his house again. Strange man... And Tyler has lost a shipment of liquor that was supposed to be delivered to my resturant this weekend. Aiyaah....
All that aside, something is up with Brad again. Why does he have to be so stubborn? Why can't he just tell me what's up instead of being so distant and training all the time. I mean, I know his other half, Blayz is around, but it's just not him without the other half of him, ya know what I mean? Probably not, because you probably dont' get the soul split thing. Well then again, the only people who read this xanga are the people who understand it so yeah, never mind.
I'm too tired to stay up any longer. I shall return to update soon. GOod night. | | |
| The name of Brad gives you a very individual, reserved, serious nature. You stick stubbornly to your ideas or decisions, in spite of any appeals or advice; you are not willing to accept a compromise. You prefer to be alone with your own thoughts, rather than in the company of others. This name restricts spontaneity in association and the fluency of your verbal expression. When you are required to express yourself in personal matters requiring finesse and diplomacy, you feel awkward and embarrassed. Although you realize perfectly well what is expected of you, you are unable to find the right words, and hence you end up saying something inappropriate in a candid way. You can express your deeper thoughts and feelings best through writing. Your friendships and personal associations are rather restricted, being limited to those of a similar nature who can understand and accept your rather straightforward yet reserved manner. You are steadfast and loyal, and do not allow gossip or anything belittling to be said against those whom you accept in friendship. You find satisfaction in being outdoors or in getting out into nature, or in dealing with the products of the earth. There is originality and depth of thought contained in this name, particularly along practical and mathematical lines. This name can adversely affect the health of your respiratory organs, the heart and lungs. Also, you are prone to suffer from weaknesses centering in the head.
Blayz as a first name gives you a very independent nature, yet you are friendly, approachable, and generous. You can be a spontaneous, expressive, and talkative person. Generally you are good-natured, though at times you can be rather blunt and sarcastic. This name incorporates creative, artistic, and musical abilities, and there would be an element of originality in all that you do. You like to do things on the spur of the moment without planning or prior arrangements. Your spirits are buoyed up greatly by encouragement and appreciation. There is a tendency to be scattering in your efforts and you prefer to avoid menial jobs of a routine and repetitive nature. You are inclined to pursue good times and emotional indulgences to excess. Weaknesses in health due to the influence of this name centre in the head. You could experience headaches, or difficulties with your teeth, ears, eyes, or sinuses. Disorders related to the liver, which would be aggravated by rich foods, could also arise.
Your name of Rus has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. You enjoy sweet, rich foods, as well as meat and starches, and any indulgence would create skin disorders or possible intestinal trouble or growths.
Your name of Serah gives you a clever mind, good business judgment, a sense of responsibility, and an appreciation of the finer things of life. You are serious-minded and not inclined to make light of things even in little ways, and in your younger years you had more mature interests than others your age. Home and family mean a great deal to you and it is natural that you should desire the security of a peaceful, settled home environment where you can enjoy the companionship of family and friends. Whatever you set out to accomplish you do your very best to complete in accordance with what you consider to be right. In the home you assume your responsibilities capably, having the self-confidence to form your own opinions and make your own decisions. Others can rely on you; once you have given your word you will do your utmost to fulfil a responsibility. However, there is a tendency to be a little too independent in your thinking and it is difficult for you to accept the help of others when you should. Due to your strong sense of responsibility, you could experience worry and mental turmoil through assuming more responsibility than you should. Friction could arise through others feeling that you were interfering with their rights and privileges, even though you are only trying to help.
The name of Tyler creates a very aggressive and independent nature, one with big ambitions, giving you original, progressive, large-scale ideas, salesmanship and promotional ability as well as the excellent business judgment which enables you to gain the financial accumulation to which you feel entitled. You have a versatile, restless nature, and could do any job well, although you would not like to do menial tasks. You are seldom satisfied and are always seeking something new. However, you do not know the meaning of relaxation, for when supposedly resting, your mind is forever active, planning out some new project or seeking new ways to improve your present enterprise. You could organize the work of others, though in your impatience to see the job done efficiently, you would likely step right in and do it yourself. Your intense, restless nature can bring on tension which affects the solar plexus and digestion, or the generative organs.
The name of Hymn has given you good business ability and a high regard for proper standards of conduct. You have an appreciation for good music, literature, art, drama, and philosophy, and you could be creative in those fields. An outdoor life also appeals to you and you could find much enjoyment in the beauties of nature. In the business world, your reserve and outward placidity command respect for your authority. However, in your personal life, this reserve and reticence are often mistaken for coldness and lack of feeling, with the result that others find it difficult to understand you. While your name gives you a clever, deep mind, you feel and sense much that you do not fully understand. As it is not easy for you to share your deeper thoughts and ideals with others, you are inclined to choose the association of those few friends with whom you feel the most at ease and with whom you can enjoy companionship in a contemplative mood without feeling pressure for verbal communication. Physical weaknesses arise from tension affecting the heart and respiratory organs. | | |
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